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I am losing control... What is this ?

 
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PostPosted: Sun Jul 16, 2006 11:12 pm    Post subject: I am losing control... Reply with quote
Hi, This is my first time posting something here...after my diagnosis of Hodgkins Lymphoma in April 2006, yes, I went through all the phases: crying, angry, etc. Until I realized that I had to face this with optimism & positive thinking...how could I not with all the support from my boyfriend, friends & my beloved family. I've had 4 chemotherapy treatments now...I realize that my capacity to do the things I used to do is no longer...I know I am losing control of my emotions and of my positiveness. I want to stay strong for everyone supporting me and for my two girls, but I can no longer do it. I can feel my blood pressure rising when I anticipate my next treatment and the side effects that will follow...such as nausea, extreme fatigue, in other words, bed ridden. I've heard that there is medication to help control emotions, although at this point my cupboard is full of medication already. Therefore, tonight as I am unable to sleep, I thought of coming here to get some insight from you. Thank you in advance!!!!
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Hi, I'm 43 years old and single mother of 2. I've been diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma. I've been off work ever since my diagnose & find the time longgggggg when I feel better and more human after my chemotherapy treatment. I would really enjoy to communicate with others like me. Thank you.
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PostPosted: Mon Jul 17, 2006 11:59 am    Post subject: Re: I am losing control... Reply with quote
I am sorry no-one had replied as yet to encourage you but I am sure they will. I am waiting myself for the expected dx of lymphoma and/or CLL. I was wondering how often you get treatment and how you feel the rest of the time in between treatments. How many treatments are you to have in total?

Maybe if you make a calendar and cross off each treatment you will get a sense of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Also, have you spoken to your oncologist about your feelings? Maybe he/she could suggest some medication to help lift your spirits a bit.

Three years ago, my husband was dx Stage 111C rectal cancer. The chemotherapy and radiation therapy really knocked him out. But at the end of 8 months, it was over and he started very quickly to regain strength, weight and energy.

I do hope you feel better soon. I am sure your loved ones understand that this is a rough time for you but that it will get better. Try and hang in there...I had better keep this post for myself when my treatment starts!

Take care,

Alison
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