In the Day of an Inica-

In · Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2007 9:23 pm Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

Oh,

Deep down I do love these silly days. Even though a challange- i still get to give him some cuddle and kisses - fair enough might be at 2 in the morning, while asleep, but still. Wink

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In · Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 4:04 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

FRIDAY-

Yaay- it's finally Friday- a "me" day. Though usually this consists of all the "things to do lists". Laughing

Didn't have a wink of sleep- about 2 hours. (From now on, why don't i NOT say anything about my sleep- UNLESS there is a change and i actualy GET sleep. Wink

)

I dropped the car off for a fix job, and walked down the street. ALONE, no noise, no talking, no yelling, no holding hands and taking baby steps. or catching a fall. No "oh, wow" "truch, brrrrrm "
It was great.

I had time to slowly walk the kinks out of the back, feel the cool breeze, the sun on my face, and sit. relax in the park. I nice chat to a special friend..... I had time to think of things, work things out in my head. Enjoy some time for me, and my feelings and needs. I'll say it again- It was great!

Then picked up the car, refused to pay (since it was something they did, after "fixing " another problem and headed home. Half way home BANG. then a dragging noise......The problem was still there. So i turned around and parked at the shop again. Said i wasn't leaving till fixed AGAIN...and still not paying for it...In the last 2 months spent about $2000, Aussie. $1800, American. ???

Then made it home, sat on the front porch and ate some grapes, waiting for my little man......

A Great Day

Very Happy

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In · Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 4:24 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

Opps - NOTE

Christmas tree is up- took about 3 hours. Husband did the right thing- handed everything for me to put on. Wink

And coloured coded all the items!

I'm a traditional nut when it comes to my tree. everything has to be spaced and even and perfect.
Razz

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In · Posted: Sat Dec 01, 2007 3:29 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

SATURDAY-

Ok so realised quickly that my traditions are going to have to change.... Confused

AND who of you reading this- though " hehe Just wait and see Inica, It wont last a week". Wink

Well you were bloody right, lol. Hunter awoke and was OOOO- WOOOW
He stayed away for about 15min, just looking. Now he slyly taps the balls. and looks at me under his lashes to see if i caught him. I'm sure he is slowly working up the courage to yank on off and feed the dog.... Very Happy

I have put a playpen around the tree, a full Hunter and a half away from the tree. He has worked out if he throws or "innocently" drops a toy over it- he should climb and get it. I have foiled that atempt to me getting them- and therfor a game of go fetch mum.

It is so funny though to watch him on the quite and see his head ticking over.. He will Tap a ball and then say "O, No" and blow- pretending to be the wind. Rolling Eyes

or" oh, pretty", then point to the dog and say bella, in a mum telling dog off way... Razz

Or even better- tap on purpose and then sit himself in the "time out".

A clever and smart -not yet 2 year old...makes me worry about the teenager years already...

Then we did a little shoping- bought some Walkie Talkies for the neices. Of course Wink

I had to un pack- put batteries in them of course.....and make sure they work... Hunter and I were rolling on the floor laughing after 10min - fish, pig, dog, cat and mummmmmy noises in them. and of course the rasberries...and therefore we had to stop- and wipe the dribble off it.

So they work

Then played on floor, did nothing cleaning, just had a fun mum and Hunter day, with a summer flu, both of us, sniffly and head colds...

Now about to have some dinner- put hunter down- and watch a movie with a very special Friend. xoxox night all.
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In · Last edited by In on Tue Dec 04, 2007 6:55 am; edited 1 time in total

SUNDAY-

What a day... Crying or Very sad

and nearlly over thank god. 11.30 Pm here, right now.

No Humour tonight...

Hunter slept through (yaaay!!!!!) or i was too sick and tired to hear.
Woke up to a flu and head full of cotton. Cough sore throat- you name it...
The good thing out of it- was i actually slept and matt got up to hunter in the morning so i slept in till 10. Very Happy

Then it went down hill quick. and hasn't gotten much better. anyhow. Night all. and hunmour back tomorrow..

xoxox
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In · Posted: Mon Dec 03, 2007 7:40 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

MONDAY-

Today rest all day and sat around feeling sorry for myself- you know the days. Confused

Thought the thoughts no one ever wants to, Deep dark thoughts. The ones that suck you down, and hold you there.

Anyway- did some cleaning, talked on the computer to Jim and Leo- Site admin, and owner/founder. Chated to a great friend, took my mind off things. And now watched the first epoisode of "FRIENDS"- bound to give anyone a laugh.

About to hit the sack and start a better day.

xxox night All.
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jenugl · Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 6:59 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

Keep it comin Inica... love reading your posts. You make me dizzy just reading what you get up to. Glad to hear you got the chrissy tree up - you're better than me - mine is still sitting in the cupboard. This weekend hopefully (fingers crossed). Take care. Love Jen
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In · Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 7:21 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

TUESDAY-

Started to the sound of silence....Hunter asleep!!!!. AND of course no sleep for me, star gazing at 3 and 4 AM BUT
Shocked

and slept till 8.00AM There was no way in Hell, was I going to wake him! Twisted Evil

So we ran late to daycare Mum. Of course this was the day that Hunter wanted to look at every blade of grass, pick up every rock. Took time to smell the flowers.
Why is it when your in a hurry, they know this and choose that pictular time to slow down....What 2 year old do you know that isn't hell bent on getting to places???? (well mine- on a day I'm late).

Then showed up at work. Had a little "chat" with the boss. Worked, came home. Had a surprise visit from my mum, got a invite for a spa and dinner- Like who would say no to that??? Wink

So had a swim and splash with hunter in the spa. Dinner, Forum and bed.....

Hopefully another quite night with Hunter **fingers Crossed** And tonight, some knock out meds to SLEEEEP.

ZZZZzzzzzzzz
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ksplat · Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 9:45 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

Hi Inica
I know exactly what you mean about the "lack of sleep"! Here I am at 12.30pm waiting for the sleeping tablet to KICK IN!
My boys will be up at 6am & I'm going to be hopeless for them today!
I have alot on my mind at the mo with my Bro. I'll post an update on the Brain tumour thread about that.
Cheers, Angie.
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In · Last edited by In on Thu Dec 06, 2007 3:29 am; edited 1 time in total

sorry, but glad to know i'm not the other one! Laughing

and thanks- glad to know someone is having a laugh and enjoying. Smile

WED AND THURSDAY SO FAR.

Went to bed and totally forgot to do this, so much going on.

Anyway- nothing much to tell for once. Hunter is still fluey so still up to him a bit. Haven't slept, and gettingt o breaking point- need a little blue pill (or is that something thats going to keep me "up" Laughing

)

Haven't been in any mood to go to work- which is not normal for me, as I enjoy my job. But yesterday just didn't want to be there, everything was a hassle. No lunch break, annoying clients, people squeezed in appointments...

Then came home, had some great play time with hunter and a nice shower. Played on Floor, and read book- then he got all cranky- tired. And to my horror he bit me- hard. I reacted bad-
"OOOOWWWW!!!" and smacked him on the botom hard, but not hard enough to hurt, nappy gives good padding. But in doing this i scared him and he cried and cried. I felt like the worse mum in the world. I was trying to cuddle and say sorry (who was the one who bit????) all he did was fight to get to my husband. I felt so bad that i sat there and cried like a baby- Needed the good cry I think. Hunter was just the outlet, but still. He refushed to come anywhere near me, wouldn't give me a cuddle or kiss goodnight. Lets just say a worm couldn't feel as bad as I do right now...

THURSDAY-

Hunter slept all the night through!!! (probably was affraid to wake Confused

)
This morning he is Daddy's litle boy and wants nothing to do with me- which isn't so unusual- the guys stick together. BUT really hurt my feelings and made me feel bad. Crying or Very sad

So today, alot of things happening, jobs to do, Santa to see, and a PLay date this afternoon....hhehehe that should give me somethingt o write about. Razz

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brainman · Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 11:33 pm Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

Inica, I am very sorry about your bad Wednesday:(. I know you love Hunter very much and it must hurt to have him reject your love. I hope he has forgotten about it and moved on.

I love to read your daily entries. Keep them coming Very Happy

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In · Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 3:55 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

THURSDAY NIGHT-

So we did alot of house stuff today. Didn't make it down the street to see Santa- but will try next week- For some reason this year hunter just wants to smile and wave from a distance.

I'm one of those people, if we have no plans, I like to get the house done (in jammies Razz

) then shower dress and do what ever....Well today, We were all in our Jammies for ages, lol. We did the house. I went to strip bed, and ended up there till 3.30....Hunter woke me, from his afternoon wake up.
I had slept. Exclamation

and most of the day. I don't know what happened i just crashed. Matt looked after Hunter, had lunch, put hunter down to sleep. I snored all the way through it-

NOTE: If a person can sleep through a 2year old, playing, squeeling, yelling- then they are dead! Or heavly asleep. I guess it all caught up to me.

Hunter had a Play date today, with a family i don't know. But had arrange to meet for our children to play- and also for some mum on mum thing. So.... Embarassed

I did the usual ? Mother thing...I did a drive by (not a machine gun one-) but checked the house out...hehe, Saw it was a nice place and safe area etc.

The mother is a police officer, and husband too. So I then had the feeling, maybe *I* was the one, they were checking out... Razz

Anyway- we had a great time, we are alot alike and it's great to find someone to be with, chat with and let our kids play. Plus relax....
You know you have friends you race around to be the perfect friend, perfect home, perfect child, then you have the friends you can just breathe with...Well This is the later one. so can't wait.
Hunter was on best behaviour- he shared, he played quitely and was a little angel. He even tickled the youngest child 5 months. (no headbuts, wacking, biteing, hitting, or pulling hair- bonus!)
It was sweet to watch him trying to feed him, and try to make him laugh- he even did the "awwww baby". Laughing

Needless to say I was proud.
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In · Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 10:16 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

2.25AM FRIDAY

You got it no sleep- not sleeping, not even thinking it.

Just going to Walk the quite halls of the forum, looking in on everyone. Tucking in, saying a blessing, wish or thought.

Probably a rant post (or rambling a special friend would say) It's scary how thoughts, words even millicule things can mess your head up. Tease you emotions, chew and spit you out. Amazing how one word or saying can mean so much different to another person. Say one thing and understand something totally different. Emotions tend to do it. When feeling something strong, you tend to take leave of your senses and make massive mountains out of molehills- ants hills even.

In that millicule second- that instant flash, you hurt yourself, your loved one, and make it unbearably impossiable to take back all said or assumed. All because of that one feeling or thought running around in that empty head- Influencing everything. Making you believe something, somethoght or feeling isn't there.

Then when pulled aside and asked- what the hell you were thinking...you can't explain. You know what you felt and why and how. But to explain it. To bare your soul, to yourself- let alone another.......
To make you realise you jumped the gun, asumed or even thought you saw words not there. To know you made a fool of yourself over nothing, Bares more than your soul. It bares your insercruities, your hopes- your dreams......

It makes things real, I guess.....

Anyway, probably makes no sense to anyone else but me- but at 2.45AM , nothing would.
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In · Posted: Fri Dec 07, 2007 4:15 am Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

FRIDAY-

Spent the Day wondering around the quite house, Listen to some music and just had time to think- with noises coming from Hunter- who now thinks that squeeling is amazing.

Picked hunter up from daycare and had a great time playing and being sillly together. We had donuts for afternoon tea (a very rare thing for us- usually fruit) Played a lttle footy, and basicly rolled around the floor giggling. Had a big bath together/swimmed- as well as the bathroom floor, walls and everything else in splash zone. We then had dinner and sat and cuddled on lounge looking at last years dvd of hunter and his firat christams- BOY has time flown. He's my little man now, not my little baby.

He is off to bed now, and zi'm about to go watch a movie with the hubbie and go to bed EARLY! no walking the halls tonight- you can bloody well tuck yourselves in !! Laughing

xoxoxo night all.
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In · Posted: Fri Dec 07, 2007 10:40 pm Post subject: Re: In the Day of an Inica-

SATURDAY SO FAR

Just in case i'm stagering tonight and can't type (well any better than now)- I didn't sleep- but hunter did. Shocked

I worked...something about looking at womens legs all day. Razz

Why is that come summer time, women think- oh, i better get that waxed??? Why not all the time? Is it a thought of what other people might think of them tucking it all into there swimmer bottoms?? or is it because people actually see their underarms in summer.?..... or just to keep them warm in winter. ROFL Laughing

"fuzzy wuzzy was a bear " Laughing

Sorry

haven't even started the drinking yet.

So Work Christmas party tonight- and I'm a drinkin.... hehehehe Laughing

Should be interesting, I'm a two drink girl...after the 2nd, I laugh like hyena, snort like pig. fall of chairs and make a total fool of myself. Needless to say i make everyone laugh. Wink

(my job in life).

I think tonight is a three drink night Laughing

Talk to you all later. Shocked

or not.

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